Tomorrow is the day:)

Well everyone, tomorrow I go through the temple and receive my endowments:) I am very excited! It marks the 15 year anniversary of my mom dying and I can't think of a better way to spend it or to feel closer to her! I am not too thrilled about the garments, but I am ready for the adjustment! Ill make sure to write a post tomorrow but I just wanted to say how thankful I am to have this restored church on this earth and be able to make covenants so I can be with Travis and our future children for all eternity:)

Forever:)

One month from today and our forever finally begins!! I'm so grateful I get to spend eternity with my perfect man and soulmate!:) He is the best thing that's ever happened to me! Eternity, here we come!

Nannying

Well this week has been a real adventure! Last Monday I went over to Trav's aunt and uncle's house and nannied for them. They were going on a trip to Mexico! They have 4 kids who are spoiled and very hard to handle! I was with them from Tuesday to Sunday and it was rough! To say the least. Their oldest child is Aaron. The only boy and he's 9. Then there is Mari who is 7. Eva is 4. And Afton is 1 almost 2. Aaron and Mari just fought the whole time. Eva was a cry baby. And Afton had the stomach flu. So you can imagine how her diapers looked ALL WEEK. Then I got sick from Afton and was throwing up myself. It was really hard and very exhausting! I don't know how single moms can do that. I have a whole new respect for them and specifically my mom. My mom was amazing! She would go to work in the mornings. Go through radiation during her lunch break. Back to work. Then home to take care of my little brother and I all by herself. She was an incredible mom and I hope I can be half the woman she was. I've been missing her a lot lately. Planning a wedding really makes me wish she was still with me. By my side through it all. I know she is, but it's different. Anyways this last week was the most challenging I've had in a long while because of those kids! But I made $800 so I can't complain too much!:) here are some picture of the kidos!

I hate missing you.

Well Trav has been in St George for almost a week now and I am dying without him! I just wish he would come home right now so we could cuddle and watch conference together:) I love him so much and I'm so happy my forever will be spent with him! But boy oh boy do I hate missing him! Luckily he comes home tonight so I get to cuddle with him:) look at my mountain man! The ability he has to grow facial never ceases to amaze :)

Dresses :)

Yesterday I got both of my wedding dresses! The one I will wear for our reception and the one I will wear in the temple:) it was such a special day! I went to David's Bridal in Orem and tried on my wedding dress! It fit perfect and looked amazing! I love it! Then I drove up to Bountiful and met up with my grandparents and we went to lunch at Rpbintino's which is my favorite restaurant! Then we went to City Creek and went to the distribution center in Desert Book. I had been missing my mom a lot because I wanted her to be there with me. When we got in the lady that helped us had a name tag with Jody on it:) it was amazing to see Heavenly Father making it clear that my mom was right by my side. It brought me to tears. It also let me know that I was making the right decision in going through the temple. I got all my temple clothes and garments and a very cute temple bag. My grandparents paid for everything and they were so sweet about it! I love them so much:) yesterday was amazing! I loved every minute of it! Here is a picture of my wedding dress:)